someone among the mess you'll find
you don't wanna meet.
i don't come by; your breath so far
away from me
and still to me; so still to me.

you can't take it back
you can only rewind
you get back on the track
said "it's somethin you'll find out maybe".
not coming back to myself, or the mess inside
or the friends of friends of drinking again.
it's all on the path to me.
(it must be in hell..)

[you can dance]

i realize the shame inside of me its
always ticking all the time
a scab unfurled and passed around the room.
if i could break a part & build anew would
i be anything like you
an expected mess across the basement flooor

who else but me.

[you can die]